Friday, March 13, 2009

Monday, March 9, 2009

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
夢想中 屬於我們的婚禮
卻成了 單人結婚進行曲
在這場愛情角力的拔河裡 愛我還是愛你
你選擇了自己


撒嬌的 可愛的 女人的 愛哭的
照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的
如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶
你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我
你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口

我們各自苦痛
什麼是我最后溫柔
是因為我太愛你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ppzb_Ol1QT4
After a long day, I sit down and wonder why I've turned to become who I am right now. Sigh... I can really be such a horrible person. Regret only after something's done. Once/twice/thrice/a million times ....... I wonder when it's time I learn and start considering the consequences before acting. I need to be more mature. I need to handle things well. I need to stop being so impulsive. I'm turning 19 this year, there's really no time to waste. I wonder why human beings are never satisfied with themselves. Take me for example, I never seem to feel slim enough, pretty enough, smart enough, hardworking enough and sometimes I wonder why I wasn't born with all the luxuries. Then again as long as one's happy I guess that's all it takes to sum up a fulfilling life. I really love my family, my friends and most of all, Cavan who has been there for me always. To my Baby, even though I may appear very annoyed by what you do at times, just to let you know you really mean alot to me. Sorry for being such a monster... :( I promise i'll put in effort to make this relationship work.

Weh weh enough of emo crap. Blooody moodswings. Tomorrow will be a brighter day.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Random pictures from my phone







I miss my long hair :(



:((((((((

Hahaha pig




Thank you for loving me :)
Woah... I think I almost died while checking my semester grades. Thank god!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I rly need to work hard when school reopens. GPA of 3.5 and above would be awesome!!!!!! :D

Okay back to recent events, ah yes I havent been blogging. Hahaha. Ive quite an amount of pictures to upload!
Sleepover at Marcus's: (1) (2)

Pictures from the day out with Tong:


Sister rings



Hahahaha Mr Curry's mascot. The fat chef's super cute!!

Process of making rock candy











Candy necklaces

More candy necklaces!!!



Pretty bb



$49 for a stupid melon............

$99??????

Hahaha an apple the size of bb's face!

More pictures soon!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Wow its March :O Time is moving too fast, really. Hahaha

25th February:
Zouk was... blah. Hahaha! The music was weird and I have no idea why but it was kinda boring. Got giddy when the folks started puffing. I started sweating like mad and felt like I was going to faint sigh srsly thank god for Bb!! He carried me for a distance so I woulnt have to walk hahaha. And then my tummy started to hurt and all. It was annoying. Felt like crap when I got home but a bath made me feel better. Bb stayed over!!!! Hehehe lubchu

26th February:
Baby left early for work and then about 11plus in the morning, he texted me to tell me that he's working at 5...... Silly boy. Dont you just wanna knock his head -.-" Hahaha. Headed off to meet my babies in the late afternoon and guess what??? I took the wrong bus. Good thing I realised early and alighted. Managed to reach chinatown on time. Kbox!!! My girls excluding Rach, Menghan, Siongpeng, Ivan, Solomon, Ruijun and Bingchia were there. Had a good time singing our hearts out. I should really post Viv's sexy video soon hahaha!!! Im very sure she'll kill me if she sees this but ahh entertainment you knw! :D :D We left at about 12 plus going 1. Bingchia drove a few of them home while Sp, Ivan, Solo, Tong and I went to wait for a bus. We were sooo happy to see the electronic board with Bus 63 arriving in 7minutes time and then.....

Siongpeng: "Eh why stuck at 7minutes for so long. Wait disappear (hahaha)

&then about 5 minutes later.......... the bloody board didn't show Bus 63 anymore..................... sway like????? Hahaha! We ended up walking home. Its a good thing we all lived near :) It was a good walk home. We started discussing about tvshows, movies blah blah. Reached home a happy girl!! I slept really well that night.

27th February:
Gym with baby, BukitGombak for Baby's ftt, Cityhall for a meetup/soupspoon/fantastic banana yogurt. Wheeeee lazy to go into details hahaha!

28th February:
Favourite hang out place with Tong bb! Had our usual favourite ban mian. Oh man I can really eat it all day. Too bad its located at sucha ulu place :( Went shopping hoping to find cheap deals but well... didnt see anything that caught our eyes boooo :( Bused down to chinatown. Bought happy sister rings hahaha powerpuff!! :D Central for subway and uber imba fried mars bars. You totally have to try them at Chippy's!! They taste so good... Oh yes and before I forget, we managed to watch the whole process of making rock candy! Pictures sooooon when Im less lazy heheeee. Strolled over to Liang court and..... supermarket shopping! I love japanese supermarkets. Pretty jap taitais/cute little boys & girls/yummy snacks/weird seafood.... Hahaha! Luv u darling girl! We're gonna be happy moms in the future :D

1st March:
Had fruits all day!! Hahaha healthy bb ftw :D Daddy drove us to grandma's place. Havent been visiting her and grandpa for awhile already. Rly miss her cooking :( Too bad I didn't stay for dinner. It started raining cats and dogs in the afternoon and I had to brave the rain to get to the train station. Thank goodness I could cut through blocks of flats so I didn't rly get myself wet. Cityhall again to meet Baby and Marcus. We had soup spoon for dinner again! I ordered Beef Goulash and rly liked it. It tasted goood even though I only had two pathetic cubes of beef in my bowl -.-" Hahaha. Yogurt again yum :D Baby I will be 43kg soon!!! And then you can get me my fat guinea pig :D :D :D :D

As for today, I woke up feeling really weak. It was so weird...... Grabbed an apple for breakfast and met Tong at the pool. Felt really lazy the entire time so I didnt swim much. Slapped on lotsof sunblock but it still didnt work ugh. I am mmmmm a shade darker now -.-" Hahaha. Lunch at Tbp! Tong's place after that. Online shopped for quite awhile. Oogled at pretty korean girls and nice clothes on Zipia.net. Hahaha! Many things that we want huh!! Chaco is srsly fierce :( She scratched me grrrr. Naughty dog :( Good day!!!!! Tomorrow will be out with Vlien hahaha! Ok bye! Pictures rly rly soon I promise.

Saturday, February 28, 2009


Powerpuff sisters!!!!!! Till death do us part hahaha

Shall update tomorrow :D